Please Wake Up
Monday, February 23, 2009
And you,
single-handedly ruined my
near-to-perfect life.
You hurt my
loved ones.
You hurt
me.
You broke
everyone's heart.
You're so disgusting. You're such an
unfeeling, selfish bastard.I don't like you.
You make me feel
so useless.
It hurts so much when I see their
tears.
Yet I
couldn't do
anything,
at all.
I don't want to see
you.
I wanted to
ignore you,
to get you out of my
bloody life.
But I
couldn't,I
couldn't not
care about you.
Why do i try so
hard,
try so hard to
make everything perfect again,
even when every attempt seems so
futile?
Why won't you ever
listen to
anyone?
Not at least
once.
Is it my
fault that you've become like that?
I don't know why but I just feel
responsible.
Towards
you.Towards
them.Don't you
understand the
pain?
Perhaps you do, but you're
immune to it already.
Or perhaps you really
don't.
I have no
choice but to keep on
believing,
hoping that you'll wake up one day.Labels: wake up
2/23/2009 12:46:00 AM
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YOUR ONE AND ONLY;;Y ZHIQI
thirTEEN ; o2o494
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country ; s'pore
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schools ; bpps, nhps, nygh
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cca ; guzheng - nygz
|♥ ADORES ♥|
#| freedom, peace, tranquility, solitude, raindrops (nature), etc.
#| my messy room :P, computer, pocket pc, handphone, television, soft toys, trophies & pillow!
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[colours] blue(shades of blue), black, white, dark purple & other dark colours
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[interests] interior designs, fashion designs, music, psychology & technology
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[hobbies] surfing the net, playing mmorpgs, listening to music, watching tv & movies, reading horror/mystery stories & fanfics, sleeping
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[beverages] cappuccino, mocha, latte, lemon tea, green tea, pure & low-fat milk, coke, 7-up, pepsi, etc.
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[food] spinach, kang kong, mei cai, satay, laksa, chicken rice, hor fun, french fries, curry chicken, onion rings, etc.
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[subjects] math, chinese & french! <33
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[artists/bands] backstreet boys, black eyed peas, daniel powter, david tao, eminem, fall out boy, fool's garden, fort minor, green day, hoobastank, ina, jason mraz, jay chou, jj lin, maroon 5, rascal flatts, savage garden, shawty lloyd, simple plan, slipknot, soul, zhiyang
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want... (:
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#" to be a fashion designer o.O
#" to be an interior designer o.O
#" to be a psychologist o.O
#" to be a social worker/volunteer o.O
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i can't live without 'em...
#" family
#" freedom
#" privacy
#" friends
#" love, care & concern from ya! (:
#" people whom i can trust and their trust (:
#" a good rest :(
#" laughter & tears?
#" air, water, food & shelter :P
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unnecessary wants (:
#" tablet pc
#" new laptop!
#" new handphone
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new camera for the family!
#" music player
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37" lcd tv in the house
#" new sling bag (cool and unique!)
#" new spectacles
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